Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections | Room Decor and More On My Mind

by Aquarius Dawn Nancy

Will be on a mission to fill my bare room I have with items my entrepreneur friends make or sell. Part of #SupportUs behavior I push on HAY Online, I want to incorporate in my personal life. Have much in updates to share as in life situations. After split from last "Situstionship" I am staying by myself while I date to find my Steadman. Recently though, I met a great prospect. He is older, stable, and runs a family business with his father. I always love dating entrepreneur ambitious brothers, but many still do not know how to separate relationship matters from work. So my lessons learned dictate I fix credit to semi-own since never fully your if taxes skimped on, focus on online presence websites content must come from and create more blogs.

I see Google who messed up my connection to my community Haitian American Youth Online is tripping about Gsuite user this and that. Like their data does not show ownership? They still will not help me get back my community it was separated. My "Dear Watson" 🤦🏿‍♀️!

All this Artificial Intelligence used, why is it they do not look at data showing I own it and return ownership?  Some things you think are done cause they do not know what they are doing or they purposely do these things to sabotage. As tracking can hurt us, it can show those collecting our data what is what. Hopefully they do right seeing how many years community online. These updates are great in showing I was right twenty years ago with predictability capability getting better in deep learning and reasoning in query searches. Now, all we need to pay for is getting others to search our categories of content lol that spans all over web.

Well, that is all folks...let me get back to researching and planning posting of new HAY Online youths to share. I actually went to school with their dad from middle school and high school. My passion to be there like no one was for me is deep. I went through to many wanting to copy , talk trash not understanding I was helping and those who ruined business. Well, vindication comes in my posts now getting online in minutes as long as SEO right. Others paying Google AdWords and AdSense while Organic Search is good because SEO was always key focus since 2001. Well then, using Webmaster practices that get search bots to crawl content, when make sure keywords in text I wanted to catch. To see terms like HAY Online News or HAY Online Sports catch in minutes based on content I wrote is what makes me dance behind scenes to my Video Emotions I will use to teach seminars. Love all the copycats because they help too😘

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections: Feeling Myself Unapologetically

Now feeling more girly and back to my self-care regimen of pampering with exercise. Always said I need to be more girly by time I have a daughter. Plus on my retire before a goal date mode where it is just managing things making me income. So why not as I put in time not feel great and ready for whatever with my off hours. Eating a Vegan diet also helps one not worry about odors, female issues that come with menstruation and just has one glowing because skin with body running good. My tummy is almost gone and my only using Black Soap is working for my skin. Now to eat more and run more to maintain.

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections: Eating To Live, Bulking Up and My Last Fast

My morning treats, Manzano Bananas and Apples. I now eat 80% to 90% fruits with vegetables and reduced carbs considerably. Will add grains more back in today because bulking up before last Fast of the year which will be 🍞 and water. Oats in the AM with proteins and fruits to keep energy up since working and moving around much. Reflection on what is to come is focus.

Aquarius Dawn Nancy: 2019 Saving, Supporting and Succeeding

I want to only spend with my entrepreneur friends and network from now on. Will be looking to see who is keeping the money in their Network Circle of Entrepreneurs. Next year is my saving year and have to go back to how I was as to making a living. Next, new business cards and new client spreadsheets to give monthly reports. Thank you to all who have stuck by me through these trying times! It really helps overlook circumstances. I know better is to come and know who is there for me. Fortunate to have great friends and associations. I want to win and all I am surrounded by to win. Today I am thankful this Tuesday.

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections: Black Men Protecting Black Women

@ciaindahouse Black Women Should Feel Protected 

Love her posts @ciaindhouse ! 

Sadly too many who know one is vulnerable prey on them. Even after they know past dealing with let downs of this kind mentioned in this post, many black men do not do as they talk of. This is why I teach my son to always respect women and defend them. 

Guess I did too good a job because he wants to be a cop, fireighter, enter the Navy Seals, Air Force or any branch of Armed Forces at which I now try to deter him. He is too superhero for me in a world that does not value him much as a "Black Male", well "Man-child", as I taught him since young using that word with him to teach he is a man who now is a child.  Anywho, he is so super "I want to protect my little sister" mode because of implanting this mindset before I got pregnant with daughter. That hero stuff, not feeling it in Amerikkka anymore. He will be among racists who may get him killed, do it themselves and then leave me mourning if still alive. I must pray, put protection on my kids and do much spiritually already. That dream of his to save people is great but really in this world is not valued by many because he is highly Melanated. 

The world needs fixing and cleansing of all the sick demons wanting to kill another human being just cause they can. Protect self, but not straight murder and get away with it! I really do not want my son to be retaliated against doing his passion for being black but to defend black women and his sister all day. Use to tell my son, "Do not do to another woman when a cop what they did to your mommy. Be there for women being abused by the men they live with." Now, I do not want him on any police force with racist cops plotting or racist police chiefs not protecting their own who have integrity. 

People need to be real, the system is broken. Many of our own enjoy political positions but do not flex much of shit in getting things changed. Pennsylvania has a guy doing things for felons, great! New York has a woman learned of saying some real shit. Florida, meh, know of some moves but still just lip service, cute outfits and cowgirl hats. Could care less how popular many are among the community! 

I live some shit that shows me ain't shit really being done. Some get help while many must take matters into own hands and that is if an attorney wants to take case,  time to sit in a law library, and afford to file motions. I use to believe in a just system but after all my ex is getting away with. My experience has shown me what I now must teach my children, that is do not trust the system or any man. Listen to their words and pay most attention to their actions. I love the post above but sometimes it can call for real men to be harmed because many men out here are cowards!

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections: Family Ties

Family Ties

Going through it the past two years with surveillance, crooked law enforcers, artificial intelligence hearsay, unscrupulous "Wannabe" professionals by society terms karma stupid accomplices I say, and all else false allegations have busted wide open  have been a ride.

Only appreciation I have is to those who truly stuck by my side. Some Revelations are awkward but worth it while others just fuck up your whole world. I let karma and one's conscience go to play. I appreciate all and do much to keep favor all that help. Other matters, good to know much I went through many who subjected me to abuse are paying. One thing I learned early in life, revenge is mine saith "The Creator"!