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Thursday, December 6, 2018

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections: Eating To Live, Bulking Up and My Last Fast

My morning treats, Manzano Bananas and Apples. I now eat 80% to 90% fruits with vegetables and reduced carbs considerably. Will add grains more back in today because bulking up before last Fast of the year which will be 🍞 and water. Oats in the AM with proteins and fruits to keep energy up since working and moving around much. Reflection on what is to come is focus.

Tuesday, November 27, 2018

Aquarius Dawn Nancy: 2019 Saving, Supporting and Succeeding

I want to only spend with my entrepreneur friends and network from now on. Will be looking to see who is keeping the money in their Network Circle of Entrepreneurs. Next year is my saving year and have to go back to how I was as to making a living. Next, new business cards and new client spreadsheets to give monthly reports. Thank you to all who have stuck by me through these trying times! It really helps overlook circumstances. I know better is to come and know who is there for me. Fortunate to have great friends and associations. I want to win and all I am surrounded by to win. Today I am thankful this Tuesday.

Saturday, November 17, 2018

Aquarius Dawn Nancy: Goddess-Isis Mental Development with Lauryn Hill Influences

Image of a Lauryn Hill Quote on Aquarius Dawn Nancy Blog


About time these are on the web most now, Lauryn Hill quotes with her lyrics. She really embodies the kind of female artist you do not mind your daughter looking up to. Just want more of her in the media and doing tours she controls. May she have great management that is new whom look out for her best interests. I want my Goddess-Isis to look up to her and why I shall play her when she is around. How you want your kids is how you fertilize their minds. I did it with my son and it is working. So shall I will all my children.
I am tired of the media and glad getting to know someone who agrees with how I want to raise my children. Just want all they see is love. Other than the evil I just left, I do not care to entertain those destructive humans who do not care how their actions affect their seeds. I pray my daughter never meets a man like her father. Only thing I can do is make sure the one she sees with her mother is respecting her, providing for her, protecting her and being love in all he does.
May my tribulations not be in vein and my children be treated better than I had been in past. Continue great Ancestors, especially my powerful Grand-Father, Massillon keep protecting me and exacting back the ill intentions sent my way back to sender. I treat people a way knowing how I do you can be done to my seeds. Wish many thought about that before they acted against another! Asé

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

Aquarius Dawn Nancy: Fruits and Vegetables Fast Day 23

Washed and had to do a cleanse all the week so far. Funky vibes lately. My cards were all right about new phases. With this not twisting my hair til next year, it has been much to not look a raggamuffin lately but still maintaining lol. Almost done with fast and proud of myself. Will run tonight and from now on but must get new clothes because my current pants are loose on me. Already petite, it does not look good for tights to be sagging lol. Keeping the backside though. I am seeing things slowing down metabolism to help one bulk up. I for one prefer to use weight gainers but the kind that adds calories, not slow any processes. Metabolism is important for more than just weight. It makes processes happen in the body for all functions to occur. Messing with that also affects much else that was being regulated. One must understand their body well first before tampering with their Metabolic system. Anything that is a quick fix also means quick deterioration of another connected function. Just up calorie intake while burning and sculpting the body you want. No matter, your rump is pre-determined. If you have a flat back you can plump the muscles there and that can help effect but one still needs fat and structure. Genetics is a major key. I know I come from on both sides big butts. Yet, some need to realize their goals also must account for genetics.

Monday, October 22, 2018

AQDN Blog: Fruits and Vegetables Fast Day 2 - Monday Focus

by Aquarius Dawn Nancy

On bus and second day of fast where only Fruits and Vegetables will be eaten. Burned my sage yesterday and again tonight as part of daily practice while focusing on good things focused on. Life for me is becoming more stable and next is getting finances in order. No problem saving just too much to play catch up with. That will soon change and good to be around someone who is a good saver. Only good influences. Relaxation after the hustle is main focus and not letting myself be bothered. Weight is 139lbs and will be doing muscle building exercises while at work and once home with ab workout. Brought apples, avocado, bananas and some other necessary additions.

It is 6:31 am and on way to work at a place always wanted to work, Global Response. I have great supervisors, very positive atmosphere on the Honey Baked Ham account, and just a sense of gratitude for the pace my life is taking. I am with a man who shows me daily how to do better. I soon will be with Goddess-Isis more. I saw VonRoss this weekend. I have much to catch up on but still smile and staying away from the fakers helps. Great rising!

Friday, August 10, 2018

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections: Black Men Protecting Black Women

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Blog - Black Women Should Feel Protected Around Black Men
@ciaindahouse Black Women Should Feel Protected 

Love her posts @ciaindhouse ! 

Sadly too many who know one is vulnerable prey on them. Even after they know past dealing with let downs of this kind mentioned in this post, many black men do not do as they talk of. This is why I teach my son to always respect women and defend them. 

Guess I did too good a job because he wants to be a cop, fireighter, enter the Navy Seals, Air Force or any branch of Armed Forces at which I now try to deter him. He is too superhero for me in a world that does not value him much as a "Black Male", well "Man-child", as I taught him since young using that word with him to teach he is a man who now is a child.  Anywho, he is so super "I want to protect my little sister" mode because of implanting this mindset before I got pregnant with daughter. That hero stuff, not feeling it in Amerikkka anymore. He will be among racists who may get him killed, do it themselves and then leave me mourning if still alive. I must pray, put protection on my kids and do much spiritually already. That dream of his to save people is great but really in this world is not valued by many because he is highly Melanated. 

The world needs fixing and cleansing of all the sick demons wanting to kill another human being just cause they can. Protect self, but not straight murder and get away with it! I really do not want my son to be retaliated against doing his passion for being black but to defend black women and his sister all day. Use to tell my son, "Do not do to another woman when a cop what they did to your mommy. Be there for women being abused by the men they live with." Now, I do not want him on any police force with racist cops plotting or racist police chiefs not protecting their own who have integrity. 

People need to be real, the system is broken. Many of our own enjoy political positions but do not flex much of shit in getting things changed. Pennsylvania has a guy doing things for felons, great! New York has a woman learned of saying some real shit. Florida, meh, know of some moves but still just lip service, cute outfits and cowgirl hats. Could care less how popular many are among the community! 

I live some shit that shows me ain't shit really being done. Some get help while many must take matters into own hands and that is if an attorney wants to take case,  time to sit in a law library, and afford to file motions. I use to believe in a just system but after all my ex is getting away with. My experience has shown me what I now must teach my children, that is do not trust the system or any man. Listen to their words and pay most attention to their actions. I love the post above but sometimes it can call for real men to be harmed because many men out here are cowards!

Saturday, August 4, 2018

When You Know You Are Being Used As A Guinea Pig

Tough cookie to eat and due to the lack of knowledge on today's technology by many who would help, many are agents in the process of collecting data on many individuals without realizing. As there are good and bad people, there are good and bad bots(algorithms).

This "Technological World" is so data hungry, no matter what you blurb online it is quickly picked up by search bots. Now what is their task is up to the one who programmed it to seek information for input. That data collected, Big Data, depending on what  a programmer developed software for is up to those seeking the information. Example, you publicly share content on your social media, photos, status updates and much of all your business right? Well, if your privacy is not set to private or just friends/followers then in most cases it is a "Free for All" for bots(spiders) crawling the web tasked to find information about you to collect.

So many businesses use AI solutions like apartment complexes who use software to check criminal background, credit history, residence history, job history and much more the software is tasked to do so a determination can be made. A comprehensive analysis on you wanting to rent is compiled, a profile. Depending on set indicators, you either will come up as okay to rent to or not. Same goes for credit and borrowing, your demographic information that is public correct or not us used against you or for you.

Solicitations of all kinds are done based on data you freely give or that which is sold. Then the issue of smart bots getting information via methods considered hacking that use vulnerable spots in coding that allows more in-depth information gathering. This is why I say many apps you allow on your devices are "Inherent Hackers". So much to it and boggles me how many with degrees in tech do not care or realize what we are dealing with as a society literally run by bots.

We are using platforms for free to share our world online, whether it is played up or just sharing truths about ourselves. Well, companies are tracking your world at times based on what information is needed. Take for instance, an employer does a background check on you for a job. All your public information is crawled linked to you. Now that refined searches are becoming more accurate, your data is then sorted through to make an analysis about you(your profile). If tasked to pre-determine character, kind of employee you may be and look into public record about you it may show to the employer favorable or unfavorable results they now make a call on to even proceed with hiring process. This is one reason many for years have told people to be careful what you post about yourself online and Google search your name to see what else is coming up linked to you. Some who took heed of these warnings just mentioned learn good or bad things about their own online presence.

Now, why would I make up a statement in this blog posts title? It is just that, many who are like I whom use the web more than the average person have already been locked onto. Til a few years ago when Facebook bots, Google patched that were weak and many people with bad ethics went through data pertaining to me and all went South fast. Before, I always enjoyed being a Beta tester and opting to use things being tested out among select user but now it is like some just want you to go through it to see if public assistance works, services you are subject to work and the list is getting longer. Having scrutiny more aware of brings a sense of nowhere to run. It had one like I bow out of using the web much for up to two years with now slowly getting back in to do my passion. Just to know those of your descent are tapping in to get ideas as to what you do, Judicial system tap in using software to help speed up tasks using data on you, and so many who do not get how this AI technology works using it half-ass ruining lives. Algorithms that are using neural networks integrated into them are smarter than some of these videos online say. I love bots and the good ones really helping mankind. Yet, there are those with bias that hurt one like I. Without going into detail since many I try to explain this aspect of intrusion never fully get it, I will just say that some are fully aware of what "Beast of a System" they are up against. Sad thing is you find many associated with you only do so trying to understand what benefit being locked into brings, how they too can gain from it and just are not genuinely there for you. Very hard to have senses many do not that help sort what is going on but the bad side of the "Guinea Pig" aspect is some will keep you in a spot to take from you as a way of learning and that is wrong. These experiences show me what many Messengers go through and sadly always the same packaging. Those who get it will all else will assume gibberish. Just grateful to many who help and for those setting up safeguards on the technology already among us they really are misleading all on. AI, Deep Learning, Machine Learning is more advanced than they publicly lead on to be.
Just be aware and do not let tech gurus fool you. Many false prophets in many sectors making names for themselves.

Just had to share for those aware. You are not alone.

Monday, June 11, 2018

Money Making Monday AQDN: Appreciate My Son's Father, Ross


Ross, my son's father, may he continue to be fortunate. When your son's father respects your hustle and sends you business, that is winning! May we always stay amicable. God knows how to work things out for the best. 😉

#SideNote May the other stay on his papers and pay for his lies. Some you just do not fuck with. Others understand that doing good to others can bring bigger rewards. Loving this Money Making Monday! Oh how they are back after moving into a more peaceful environment after another one left that was a God send at Sirlenzo's.

First time in my life at a place with one who did to me as I did to many. Waking up to a positive, "Have a great day Nance..." was great and miss it. Yet, this new chapter is good to know someone who cares for you has you, is mature enough to discuss disagreements and shows you love daily is rewarding. All I want is stability and those around who care. Is that too much to ask?

Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Reflections: Life in the "Age of Artificial Intelligence" AQDN

by Aquarius Dawn Nancy

Reflecting on this video on Cancer by Dr. Llaila Afrika is the truth. He as some use the words recognized by the masses of colored individuals while assimilating terms most representative of us said to be used while in Khemit (Name for what we were told was called Africa a European term). Melanin I first learned of in grammar school science text and got a more in-depth learning of it while in college on a Biology Pre-Med Track course schedule. Also, taking a Biology of Cancer class helped really take the great Dr. serious. He knows his stuff and my interest in Botany from a young age also solidify why so far all his teachings I can really get gists of.

I hope these Deep Learning systems are also learning the data entered are skewed representations. This is the only hope I have for this "Age of Artificial Intelligence", to weed out facts, patterns and truths that show cover-ups, why they occurred (What is there to hide?), and take it among their neural networking partnerships to set things right. Holistic to me also means to understand Deep Learning and how to use it within the Melanated communities research headed by those with altruistic interests in learning about our genetics to publish. We are judged and compared to individuals with different genetics. Our way of taking care of ourselves needs to fall in line with our genetics. Holistic approach needs to be technological and Spiritual.

Getting back into a vegan diet is part of my spiritual journey. Meeting the man I am getting to know is also part of my journey. I would love for Nefertiti ( My Reflection -Reincarnate - Inner G - Ancestor and so much more this name reverences) to meet her match.

He exhibits many qualities in line with the "Steadman" I am looking for. Steadman is my ideal man who knows himself and shows it in his actions. I do not care about station in life I meet a man, just care he walks his talk while caring for himself. He must care about his health and mine. Love how this guy gets tested with me so we know our sexual health. We discuss what we eat and he is always asking what I am eating. If with him he is vigilant about my cellphone not being near my womb. He steps in to make sure I stay on top of my food supply to keep up with cost of eating healthy. Increasing clean carbs by way of African staples and dished to keep weight on. Being a hyper active person that burns much energy daily naturally makes it hard to keep weight on. I use diet to moderate and calm nerves for real, laugh out loud (LOL).

Had to take a personal day and get priorities straight. Need to maintain the little gain of stability. One reason to start cooking all meals. Eating on the go has become home prepared Vegan-On-The-Go. Cannot wait to share some recipes and updates on endeavors in the works.

Life is getting back on track from a year and a half ago in an abusive vindictive relationship to meeting great motivational people like Amen. So today I ate Wild Rice, Green Beans, Chayote -Onions - Carrots - Spinach in vegetable broth for lunch. Yesterday I had Sukuma Wiki a African dish made with Collard Greens and Kale. I am becoming a vegan for good and great to meet men on same diet as well. So to meet someone on same page about respect to women, nurturing in attentiveness towards me, and walks his principles is nice!

Source of Reflection Topic:
Dr. Llaila Afrika - Cancer: Cause and Cure

Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Aquarius Dawn Nancy Reflections: Family Ties

Family Ties



Going through it the past two years with surveillance, crooked law enforcers, artificial intelligence hearsay, unscrupulous "Wannabe" professionals by society terms karma stupid accomplices I say, and all else false allegations have busted wide open  have been a ride.

Only appreciation I have is to those who truly stuck by my side. Some Revelations are awkward but worth it while others just fuck up your whole world. I let karma and one's conscience go to play. I appreciate all and do much to keep favor all that help. Other matters, good to know much I went through many who subjected me to abuse are paying. One thing I learned early in life, revenge is mine saith "The Creator"!


Monday, January 1, 2018

Man, January 1st 2018, Aquarius Dawn Nancy Is More Alive!

By Aquarius Dawn Nancy

Royale L'radin - Never Promote A Product You Don't Believe In


Listening to the blues, not because I am blue, just because. The women like Nina Simone, Billie Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald and so many more blues with jazz singers just move me. I like to listen to music and helps get the work done. Much introspection done after hell broke loose. 

I no longer trust law enforcement. I no longer believe in the Justice System. I have decided to date a man who shows me actions I only use to hear of and it makes me "Feel Good" at a time my heart longs for my wrongfully taken daughter, Goddess-Isis. She lives among a bunch of unscrupulous liars I no longer consider descent people. I just find solace in that the spirit of my ancestors saw me through what many whom claim a false faith perpetuated with the help of crooked personnel whom used unethical practices to pry into my records, put misinformation in reports, and did all this in the name of "Their Jesus". 

With that said, I must keep to convictions and deal with those who keep it real. Just paused writing because I got a great gift from Blu Headz Entertainment. 😊 Love when a medium gives me permission to use their content! #ThankYou it just warms my heart! 

Bye for now, off to post and blog about more Giants 😎😉🤗🤓☺