Tupac Messages | I Ain't Mad At Ya Minneapolis, Minnesota! - Police Brutality Authored This And Young God Spoke It, Tupac | Mother's Prayer

Tupac Messages

"I Ain't Mad At Cha", which looking up is the title of Tupac's song, is about change to get up out the hood. Why is it his music still rings true? Patterns, same results of a dead black man or black woman at the hands of crooked cops. Just now, cellphones record it, all the Police Brutality sung in music. The establishment, "The Beast", went after "Truth Seekers Turn Tellers" and many are Ancestors or silenced through Character Assassination and Intimidation. Data, data, upon data shows how systemic racism is done but still war is waged. Would white America allow police to shoot them or their kids, step on their neck or loved ones and be silent about crimes committed by law enforcement towards them? 

We all know it would not get as far as it does against our own. I am just tired of stupidity following ignorance who are unbothered by our struggle. Anyone who likes to throw shade that can find reason to make fun of a word many deal with at their hand in a Skinfolk F*ckery, Non-Violent Black on Black Crime. Many can say what they will, but in 2016 a lawyer hearing me out told me $8,000 would help me clear out services a retaliating ex helped ad on "Trumped" up allegations. To be in the midst of my glimpse of how lies can ruin your life, insight makes me more block. No excuse explains a woman I think less of that title can go to people I work for and solicit their abandonment of me. That is malice, not business. The Breona Taylor murder after going to the wrong house with a warrant reminded me how many were "Gunho" to just believe the worst. Yet, here her "Real Man" beau shot in defense thinking robbery and she dies in the Maylay.

For some who see my blogging s complaints need to know all facts I care not to share. Too much hoarded still twenty years later on web in one place. Many have their own 🕸 spaces but many are not blogging as they should to then learn through just doing it, how to get better. Just sad that many stay on platforms censoring them but too Crab Mentalities to support optimal black run platforms and make them popular. At least hop from them and voice opinions, engage with friends, and seek a mate among your own. Just love Young Pharaoh's website and his rules on those who are not active using as a another link to sit product on. See, he is busy trying to solve problems we face in his ways, not hurting another brother or sister. Just thought our men who call themselves leaders would be more vocal, yet one will give excuses why some are silent. I guess til it truly hits home, they will keep watching documentaries and listen to supporters of sexual abusers. I am not perfect and why I do not label as anything anymore but a being having a human and spiritual experience. 

Soon I go to Royale L'radin's "Journey through Setback - Grief" webinar that is a seven part series. Examining seven setbacks and so far we covered: "Circle of Influence", "Fear & Doubt", "Drifting", and tonight "Grief". I want to take away some resources or tools to add to my current regimen in coping with my first borns death with understanding why I keep feelings at bay from theft of her ashes. I regret erasing voicemail but my first instincts is protecting others from trouble. Just my always truth, I am one that is embroiled in mess. I admit all my fault to be with a emotional person. My fault to even behave as I did. I am grateful I saw why not all in position are there in your best in interest. Saw how system is broken. 

Glad The Creator is, "Busting much wide open"! Due to digital footprints parents can leave that hurt their kids who learn through the web information not discussed, I choose to leave all saus in previous blogs sharing experiences on that subject. I want my kids to see I went through it, shared it, and "Meat and Potatoes" of how I solved it. That it being anything I share to give another insight into what helped me. I am getting all I prayed for. I mean all. I have my kids with me more. 

"I Ain't Mad At Ya", all one does in malice to another is handled by The Creator. Vengeance is not mine!

"How we gonna win if not right within?" - Me, Aquarius Dawn Nancy Solutions: Seek guidance from those you want to be like and The Creator sees fits you. If those I seeked partnership felt to try one, ample sign not a group to connect with. Since "We Weave Webs", I will block all not love.

I am being transformed from a cocoon to a butterfly. 

I love using #VideoEmotions to share feelings but still does not express the complexity of why specific song means one thing or another to me. I am just a visual person. 

Many I follow are solution makers and great to watch them grow. They will be great to keep sharing what they do that can help a Haitian-American  youth online seeking help. As I dealt with life and getting back up, I can only show out best I know how. Sgare what truly helped. The Creator knows! 

                "I Ain't Mad At Cha" by 2Pac

#VideoEmotions #HAYOnline #TupacMessages 

Mogul Mommy Chronicles | Let Go, Let God and Be A Mogul Mommy | Aquarius Dawn Nancy

               Screengrab from Blog's Instagram 

One of the men I follow shared this above in my Aquarius Dawn Nancy Blog's Instagram. I feel this very true and sadly many bit the dust after! 

Just chewed one out earlier I use to be so into. When I pray, "Take all away not meant for me while dating a guy, so far story ends with me going, "Next"!" Now, think what you will anyway. I do wait til a next anything if not in "Single To Mingle" season of younger years. I am older and as many Memes and Quotes say: 

That is for another blog, keeping it real "Kermie Truths". I do end up out of situations not meant for me and into situations I ran from always meant. This blog is my way to fulfill and practice what I wanted to hide from. 

                Yes, Explicit "Parental Advisory"

As I told my boyfriend the other night, #TheBigCock , "Some think because so bright you have life skills too. It is complex with some thinking you should know. Many times those very bright but also over sheltered do not socialize the same." He got what I meant with more I opened up about I will not share here. I am chatty, yet that helps me talk on and on about substance without delving deep into my own perplexities. 

I am practicing, I am building up, creating content of all I once lost. Whether a story about a past struggle for one at present going through relate with to an Entrepreneur killing it on Instagram featured on many HAY Online Media platforms to feature Moguls in the making content is being created to help. 

I receive help all the time, but most importantly I am shown kindness, understanding, fellowship, given A Good Word message, and just shown love daily. I appreciate Speak Sakia for a great addition to Mogul Mommy Tips playlist I will start for those who care to save on time focused to build business. Being from a circle of Millennials that provide solutions to keep mission alive is the best testimony. I just choose to blog mine and "Spead The Legs" sharing solutions I too use. That is the Creator, no matter what gossipers say! 

  Mogul Mommy

 "Financial Tips" @Speak_Sakia

Thank you for signs and my end note, "At least God in all is showing me grace through individuals placed in my life and makes me see why my name stands for Grace!" Try to take that! 

         @outthegodbox sentiments I have for My.          Daughter #Teeth

What is for me was always for me. What is for you was. How you gonna win when intent was not right from within🤔? 

Shita(Take A Seat) okay, Satan(in a Haitian Creole pronunciation🤣😋😎)!

[Please, do not take this for more than just putting in words my sentiments to Satan, no one person but all itching their bum pressed to go up against what is destined implied only.] #ISaidWhatISaid #AquariusDawnNancy #MogulMommy

Early Bird | Aquarius Dawn Nancy Heading To The Port | Zoepreneur

Aquarius  Dawn Nancy at Bus Stop 

Heading to a temporary job at Port Everglades doing ground work for Logistec Terminal there. Not a full-time job and works for what current focus is, homeschooling Goddess-Isis. I always wanted to Homeschool or be able to afford a great school like Nova Private in Davie, Florida where my lil King to be, VonRoss resides.  Just glad stable place to live at my moms. I have a great Courting situation a dream come true. I am auditing Online Presence for myself, HAY Online, and for clients. Consulting on SEO and preparing youth blogsite templates while monitoring the web woven is much. I am grateful for learning of Mornings At His Feet by Dope Boss Mom Empire. Meeting alumni of my highschool online providing me with tools to do better makes me more humble. When being sexually abused as a child when I did label myself Christian asking, "God, why can't you save me?" My question has been answered time and time again since. I keep much I went through off blog pages because they are my personal testimonies of why I am favored. We all are, favored!

I prepare to write a review I decided to not quickly do so I can really do a thorough review of the book, I Am. Also have a Olu Moon Rising Waistbeads review coming too among others from Entrepreneur Friends. I truly am grateful for employment that helps keep mission to support others the way I had wished, Unconditional Support because the passion there.

Right now at Hollywood Young Circle waiting for bus and listening about "Obamagate" and listening to news from both sides. Not into Politricks but want to hear what the jokes come from on both sides. Hilarious the back and forth at times. Right now, I am just more scared for my Black son, VonRoss and any future sons I may have!

Police Brutality is hurting us Black Mothers hard. A "Mother's Pray" is that her children live beautiful lives giving service to their community. Being born in the racist United States makes one question why some leaders are not as vocal for this issue as campaigning for candidates? I just know the other day I cried with my son because as Ahmaud Arbery's mother who could not save her son but be subject to watching 😭😭😭 him struggle for his life and not survive hurts. A Mother's Womb is crying and many black moms who already feel unprotected in many areas by our own feel more so. Great to see those groups in Georgia providing protection. May justice apply to us for once fairly. Racially motivated hunting down by a Private Detective retired who use to work for that state District Attorney puts eye on nepotism associated with civil servants. All parties to me need to be fired. Young, technology savvy politicians who care about IoT Ethics, Artificial intelligence Ethics and just Privacy of our Data need to run. Politicians that understand the digital age. Also need those that get socioeconomic issues stemming from antiquated policies from Administrations past. Just glad Revelations are happening how foreseen. Hope no foibles this time!

Have a great productive day!

AQDN | Mommy Needs Her "Baecation" Then Block Some More| The Big Cock Chronicles

Goddess-Isis Duperval (My 3yr old) #Teeth

This one says, "Mommy, you took too long!" Darn, this little one wanted my mom to interrupt my Baecation with "The Big Cock" (Refers to a Rooster living in my backyard, lol not anything else, just my wonderful neighbor Mrs. Mercedes who gave her that outfit🤭) , Oliver. I am "His Redbone Hen (I am really dark skin Haitian-American and he is a very fair skin Dominican-American). Weekly, we go to a "Bed and Breakfast" or during this COVID 19 (Coronavirus) matter, we now go to another option since some we liked had issues or closed. I already told my mom, "Mafioso Nicole" or "Mafioso" for short from now on referred, if I am out, "Do not call unless a emergency." These backyard getaways are my time, one or two days away to destress. Really need that most these days. 

After Goddess-Isis birth, which already was hell due to Domestic Violence, Theft of Espacemwen.com GoDaddy alerted me by email to that registrant was transferred while locked up( Not Jail and another blog will explain one day when all done in clearing my name), and much else taken I tried to get back had me depleted energy-wise. Still, much in Services, dealing with accounts issues I overcame and much slipping with sliding I did to gain footing. Even when those close lie, they will never come back and say they did. I have to be told by others privy to the back-biting. Humans love gossip and sad when one intimidated sees reason to make another look bad. You have to cross me to talk of you. My matter still goes on with some unoriginals. If I block, why stay on top another? I truly do not do that, even when i research them I do not use same IPs. I do not need them coming up in my suggestions. Now, for one to show is an ad somewhere i have yet to block. All I notice online is insightful. 

Big reason I share and post much about personal matters because some were malicious and aided in much which needs to stop. Even if not always the same group, all I met being tried had similar stories. I never partook, and I refuse to deal with many who still keep up the ignorance while I just keep helping. It may not be how some do it, yet helping one stay on the World Wide Web to be found in search and website program for youth who fit criteria is my way while making more to do more. As many, we cannot afford to help Haiti with money, but many I work with do so with their ability. I have a ready force to do online presence tasks for clients to gain organic results and manage their social media under supervision. As always,  100 percent of proceeds goes to that youth monitoring online business profiles. 

Old tactics do not work online thanks to bots and platforms with ethical integrity. These bots follow Online Behavior and knows where content came from. Words are content, one scraper even "Copied and Pasted" wording a client and I put in a Tumblr blog. The days of stealing ideas from one with smaller numbers and less support are over. Some like I scour the web making sure not happening or a client emails me a screenshot of it. "Shotgun... ", just sad how if you already get away with things due to covering up, why go so far to come back and steal? That is Plagiarizing. Same person did this to a comedian too I worked for doing SEO, 🤦🏿‍♀️. Like, why? So it hurts my metrics among bots allowing theft. Yet, to upload another's comedy video after cropping their handle, it goes viral, you actually help that person. Bots today want to know more about "The Horses Mouth" it came from. Being a reference link to person is fine, but only done when you give proper credit.

I want many I met who went through the same and with the same folks to know they are not alone. It is not just me it is done to and why I have been vocal blocking heavy so metrics are not hurt by those stuck on social media. The web and social media are not one in the same. Twenty years one says this but see "Fluffing". You cannot profess things but underhanded you are being a way. It is why I understand those in Haiti with no voice but the "Fluffers" telling one narative about gas prices. Nah, it is the theft of dreams in so many varying ways. I saw it when I went to Haiti when I was treated as they are before I spoke and my Haitian-Creole gave me away I was not "Natif Natal". I saw the schools that are not regulated stealing people money to learn not a good diploma. Humiliating and many cannot defend just sit back and take it from their own. "Non-Violent Black on Black Crime". Just sad, but saw this growing up and told about by my dad. So to still deal with those who purposely do dirty things makes one block and keep eating up online space taken to share messages and solutions like I needed. I miss my son VonRoss, mommy's boss! 

First time ever I had them for two months straight everyday. They make it easy to stay this way, and all falling into place. Meeting more supportive connections. Meeting more supportive women who truly mean what they say online and in DM. I have gained a great source of inspiration and grateful I can buy black how I always wanted. All that because I said, "No more!" Those "No More's" to share in another blog. 

This week I gained back an old client, actually the one who gave me my first SEO job. In 2016, I had to tell her I had to drop her as a client because I felt alone after having my little girl. So much to share but some will not. She will learn one day. When that is squared away, will share. All these platforms eavesdrop and sad the lengths some go. I just want as this country deals with its own Karma,  so do those with red hands in all this. The blocking actually helped my metrics. Staying connected to those who come up in some general searches with you, but never follow as is expected in Co-Citation circumstances if similar is not good. Engagements are important and when you have 10 followers and all ten engage, that is 100% engagement unlike one with 10,000 but get only 50 to 100 likes, is .05% to 1% engagement. The one with less followers and more engagement looks better than one with large numbers and still not at 50% or better in following. Crabs are "Dead Ducks" , get their stinky rotting flesh off your profile. After so long they become Inactive Followers one must decide to unfollow during "Cleaning House". I just felt to share on my personal blog my feelings, explain a little why more blocks and just moving different with "Teeth" cutting ties with my "Canines(Canine Teeth)"!

The Creator handles my lightweight! I just want to keep on doing and keep monitoring online terrain to stay online under many terms providing solutions from those like this person in profile picture who give permission to share their content after asked. I ask everyone and some get it, others do not. I will tell all, my motives. "You do the upscale end, I will help those like I get there if that is their thing." - A conversation had with another snake I blocked a year ago again. No way do I want to connect to those who tried it. 

Good Saturday Night!